Random Thought....

I hate to wish bad upon myself but I would love to get Dementia or the Alzheimer’s disease right now. That would enable me to get a fresh start mentally and probably have a different goal, focus or outlook on life. I wonder if there is a way to induce memory loss, i'll look into that.

I see my counselor again tomorrow, I wonder what he'd say if I told him this lol.....

During our last session, he suggested I take medication for depression ....I told him "hell no!" Because there is no psychiatric medicine in my opinion that can chemically make a person happy and if it were to REALLY work i'd be an addict living off antidepressant pills for the rest of my life lol.... i'd rather just fight through my depression instead of masking it temporarily......he laughed, agreed and told me it's just part of his job to inquire about prescription.

E.Davis