Life Update: Rant

I'm at work and I don't want to be here.

I want to be in a realm that I can't escape and nobody else can enter...I want to be there without knowledge of any human existence besides my own and never feeling the need for guest or companionship because it never was. I want it to be full of colors that were never perceived by the naked eye. Yellow, Blue, Orange, White, Black, Red, Purple...those colors are cliche....I hate looking at them....art isn't new anymore with those colors... I want control of my own world

I want to know what is beyond the end of space....what's outside of the wall once you find the end of space? Then....once exceeded past the wall of this galaxy, how far is the end after that?

I need to get out of here, I need to be in a place that nobody has ever heard of before, there has to be something like that possible....I can't explain it, this world isn't good enough for me, nothing in this life impresses me anymore, music sucks, technology sucks, cars suck, movies suck, animals, clothes, people, money, food, it fucking sucks man! When I go out to places and look at people I feel like their mind is inferior to mine, nobody thinks like me, no one.....I know this, I've googled my thoughts....everyone is fucking stuck on what life on earth has to offer, I'm not on that level anymore, I'm past that.....I'm better than earth itself, I'm like.... zero percent gravity or like a fucking Black hole ready to destruct all material structures and organisms in it's path, no atom or molecule is spared....you can't even fathom that shit, yeah.... that's what I am....unfathomable.....I'm better than this shit...I can't live on this earth anymore, I don't wanna be here.

That's how I feel.....now back to reality, I gotta finish this stupid operating procedure document.