Solitary thoughts on Valentines Day for what is not reality:

I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.

That was a poem I was going to read, of course I didn't get to read it...because i'm blogging about it.

Man....you know what...true love involves patients, understanding, caring, passion, urgency, security, comfortability, guidence, support, desire, sacrifice and honesty.......so honestly, if you have true love right now....feel lucky....for you have SO MUCH to lose. ME? I self proclaim myself unlucky....for I feel like I have nothing to lose. I'll get over this retarted feeling in a few days, its just the Valentines Day blues that kicks in when you try to out and have a good time yet you see everyone around you doing shit you wish you could be doing.

Thanks for reading.
Eric.